Bits of redemption, then an ending.
Chapter 32
Richard Plantagenet, by
the grace of God King of England and France, and Lord of Ireland, paraded in
through the great gate. But before him had come hundreds of outriders, armed
men on horseback, to insure his safety. They were good at their job, which was
to stifle all dissent, all opposition, by a ruthless show of force. By the time
the King arrived in the middle his army, Saint Alban’s was thoroughly cowed.
Thomas stood at the
abbot’s side as young Richard rode his white charger through the abbey gateway,
accompanied by an endless train of armored men. He could almost hear the
thoughts of Father Abbot. How would the saint feed so many men? Where would
they sleep and stable their horses?
But Thomas’ thoughts
flew to the prisoner locked within that very gate house. Cob was still inside,
although no window in his cell would let him see the royal personage, and he
must hear the arrival of such a large host. Horns blared, horses neighed,
stomped their hooves, armor clattered, and men shouted orders.
The monks arranged
themselves on the steps of the abbey church, before the western door, a flock
of crow-like men, arrayed in black-clothed ranks. Although he was one of those
crow-men, Thomas stood outside himself as well, a trick of the historian in
him, to see what he took part in as if he did not. It confused him to think
about, but not to do.
The monks waited in
relative silence. Young Richard Plantagenet, the fourteen-year-old wonder who
had stilled the mob twice in London, pulled his mount to a halt before them. He
was a slightly built youth, fair of skin and hair, what could be seen of him
beneath his royal armor. He controlled his steed like a master horseman. The
charger stood rock still while the army grew around him. More and more men
trooped in through the gate and formed into semicircular ranks behind the
monarch.
But between the king
and his soldiers another group of men took pride of place. They rode not
chargers, but coursers, horses bred for speed and endurance, rather than
strength. They wore not armor, but the robes of travelers, rich clothes,
brocaded and furred. This was Richard’s court of judgment.
A figure dressed in
black detached itself from the men of the court and rode his courser lazily to
the King’s side.
Thomas knew him, and
his heart thudded in his chest. In Hertford, Cob had already faced Trysilian,
the serpens prudentiae, the king’s justiciar, who had quickly and early declared
himself in favor of death for all rebels.
The abbot stepped forward,
limping from the western porch of the church down to the bare ground before the
king. He looked small marching out alone to greet their liege.
The abbot stopped
halfway to his king and looked back at Thomas. They had agreed that certain
things were to be outside the historian’s ken. A king, after all, might need a
certain latitude for his actions, particularly a young king, who might reign
for decades to come. Thomas pretended not to understand. Well enough, Father
Abbot might lean on a friendly arm while meeting with the boy-king, but it was
better that no one hear what passed between the two. Thomas waited, with what
he hoped was a look of innocent openness on his face, and eventually the abbot
turned toward the king.
Whatever passed between
them took little time. Father Abbot himself conducted Richard to his own
residence. Thomas was forgotten in the great crowd.
But there were things
to organize, people to house, accommodations to be seen to. Saint Alban’s was a
house of the Black Monks, and hospitality was a duty owed the traveler.
No monastery, no matter
how large, could accommodate the thousands of men and horses. The highest
ranked—namely the king and his intimate party—would stay within the walls of
the abbey, where there was some physical security. The higher nobles would go
to the inns that clustered near the walls, ready to hand if the king should
need their counsel. The rankers, the ordinary troops, would spread out through
the town, as the wavelets caused by a dropped stone spread across the surface
of a pond. Each household would have its soldiers to feed and house. If it made
for hardship, the rebels should have thought of that before.
Since Father Prior was
still hiding somewhere in the north country, it fell to Thomas to sort out the
arrangements. He found Dickon, Richard of Wallingford, and explained the need
to him.
“This is a chance to
prove your worth, son.” Thomas found Dickon kneeling at the shrine of the
saint, where none of the multitude had thought to go. Outside the great church,
men shouted and horses nickered, steel clanked and clattered, to destroy the
peace of the abbey precinct.
The merchant barely
glanced at the monk. His lips moved in rapid, silent prayers. He kept his eyes
on the ornate pedestal that housed what remained of Alban. Red and gold
glittered on the shrine, which was kept behind the great altar, in its own
chapel.
“I need your help,”
Thomas went on. It was like talking to God—he had the sense that someone was
there, but no answer came. “We all need your help.”
Nothing.
Thomas shook Dickon’s
shoulder. The merchant whirled, still on his knees. “I’m trying to pray.”
“Your prayers are holy
in God’s eyes, but I need you now,” Thomas insisted.
Dickon pushed his hand
away, but Thomas was in no mood to be trifled with.
“Don’t!” he warned.
“The bloody King of England is less than a hundred yards away and expects his
soldiers to be fed and housed. It falls to me, and thus to you, to organize it.
You are still an influential man in the town. People will listen to you. Or
would you rather that Richard’s troops simply drive the people out of their
homes?”
Dickon stared up at him
for a long moment, turned back to the shrine, crossed himself, then slowly got
to his feet. “You have a way with words, Father Thomas.” The look on his face
could have soured mother’s milk, but he turned from Thomas and strode from the
shrine toward the western door. “I’ll talk first to the officer in charge.”
Thomas sagged against
the wall and breathed a sigh of relief. Dickon would do better with some task
to occupy his mind. If he found himself useful, he would not wallow in guilt
over deserting his friends. He might yet be saved.
What else to do? There
were a thousand tasks to accomplish to take care of the monks’ obligation to
hospitality. And there was Cob’s soul to be saved, as well.
*
Cob slumped against the
cold flint wall. When he had been here years before, he had had a hope of
getting out. Humiliation had bought his freedom.
This time, the only
escape would be from life itself. He sniffed the air. The smell of dampness in
still air, the muffled, softened sounds, betokened fog, the kind that would
last until midday. Were he home, he would wrap his writing implements up to
keep the moisture from the vellum and paper. It was better not to put ink to
paper in the heavy damp. Ink would not dry well, and the wetness in the paper
would make the ink wick too far into the fibers. The text would be fuzzy, like
the down on his wife’s cheek.
No matter what, his
thoughts returned to Joan—the clear darkness of her eyes, the dark clarity of
her thoughts, the fierce loyalty that drove her. His cock stirred at the
thought of her, and he turned his mind as he would turn a horse from a danger
in the road. Not for any thing would he dishonor her in this prison.
Ned would need a
father. A woman like Joan could find another husband in a trice, should she so
desire. A widow would have a difficult life. He hoped she would remarry, once
he was gone.
Once he was gone. The thought had slipped into him like a dagger
through a joint in armor, almost without his noticing. He trembled a little—it
must have been the damp—and wondered what awaited him.
They would hang him,
certainly. He had seen men hanged. Some executioners botched the job on
purpose, to give the crowd a thrill. Others, more compassionate, made it quick.
But in the case of traitors, so he had heard, the rope would slowly strangle
you, and then, just before you lost your awareness, they would cut you down,
chop through your skin and ribs, cut out your beating heart, and show you it
before you realized you were dead. It was done in an instant. Rumor was that it
took a man with expertise and experience to manage the trick before his victim
died.
Domine Jesu, it must hurt.
Through his high, single
window, a gray light fell against the stone wall opposite—not true light,
precisely, more of a glow. No one had come, all the long night, to help him to
a place of freedom. Where could he go? Flee, like the prior, to the north? But
he had no priory, no safe haven. With the king’s armies scouring the realm, no
stranger could be safe. People would be quick to prove their fealty by
betraying him.
Like Dickon. Cob spat
into the rotten straw to rid his mouth of the taste of betrayal. A judas, his
onetime comrade. Fearful for his skin. Death came when it would, no matter what
a man wanted. That was the whole point of death. Everything else, a man might
try to control—his behavior, his family, his station in life, his work. But no
matter who you might be, no matter how vigorous, no matter how high-born, no
matter how much you prayed that it would not, death would come. Dickon thought
he could evade it, the fool. Better to welcome its coming like the arrival of a
brother.
“Pssst!” a voice
whispered. “Cob! Wake up!”
It came from the
window. The voice was Henry’s.
Cob felt slow and
stupid. What was Henry doing in the gaol? He belonged in London.
“Cob!” The voice grew
urgent. “I know you’re there.”
Henry was the elder
brother, the one who’d made good, not the one to be hanged. Cob answered
without stirring from his spot.
“What is it?”
“Not so loud,” Henry
hissed. “The guards’ll wake up and catch me.”
That didn’t matter as
much to Cob as to Henry. “So?”
“Some people want to
break you out of gaol.”
“No.”
“I told them that’s
what you’d say.”
“You were right.” Where
could he go? It would only endanger others.
“We’ll remember you,
then—name a street after you or something, later on, once things calm down.”
Henry’s voice caught in his throat.
“I’m not dead yet,
brother.”
“No, of course not.”
Then came one of those
silences, wherein people who care for each other are afraid to say what’s in
their thoughts. The night still smelled of damp. The waiting fog sucked all the
sounds into its maw and held them close and still.
“Look out for Joan and
Ned.” The words tore from Cob’s throat and scraped his tongue raw. A pang of
envy shot through him, a belly-twisting spear of pain, at the thought of them
with someone other than himself, but he had to ask it.
Ned laughed softly,
damn him. “Joan won’t have anyone looking after her but you, lad. You know
that.”
There was a certain
truth in that. Joan had more independence that most men. How could he not
remember?
Cob wasn’t thinking
clearly. His fear came from deep within, deeper than he had known he was. He
glanced toward the high window. It was noticeably brighter. “Henry,” he
whispered. “Do me a favor.”
“Anything.”
“Get the old
man—Thomas. I want to see him.”
Cob could nearly see
through the flint walls and watch Henry turn this over in his mind. After a
long moment, the sound of Henry’s limping gait receded into the enveloping
silence of the fog.
He waited, imprisoned
in darkness, for both the dawn and the monk. His world had grown so small now,
a single room, four stone walls, a pile of straw, and a brother who would do
him this last service. Joan and Ned, somehow, already seemed to have gone away.
Cob doubted he would be let to see them. He was in other hands, and they meant
to take him where he did not want to go.
Cob might have slept.
If it was truly dawn, or near to it, the monk must have been at prayer in the
great church. The convent would make a show of piety with the king and court
present. All those in the council would be reassured to see the monastery functioning
properly. Prayers would be raised for their souls and the success of their work
in rooting out the rebels. God would be pummeled with petitions.
The door crashed open,
oak nearly splintering from its impact on the flint. Cob snapped awake and cowered,
in spite of himself. “What?” he shouted.
“The door sticks
sometimes, in the damp,” the guard said. “Sorry.” He was one of the abbey’s
men, one of the six sent out with Croyser weeks before, into the town square,
to try to stop the rebellion at its beginning.
“Didn’t mean to give
you a fright.” The guard held out a small loaf of bread from the abbey’s
kitchen. “I thought you might be hungry.”
Cob was now a man of
parts. His hand reached for the steaming loaf before his mind gave the order.
Hunger overrode pride. His mouth closed on the crust still soft, still hot from
the ovens.
“The king’ll be eating
the same bread, Master Grindcob.”
Cob chewed. The hot
bread tasted sweet and delicate, stuff befitting a royal table. He’d never
eaten such bread before.
“Why do you bring this
to me?” he asked around between swallows. The bread was so moist and delicate
that it did not cause him to thirst. And the notion that one of his captors had
such kindness in his soul confused him. It blurred the lines between rebel and
soldier.
“The judge, S-s-sir
Robert Tres-s-s-ilian, brought it to me himself. A sign, says he, lisping like
a whore, that he recognizes our good service.”
Cob’s mouth stopped
working. Trysilian’s bread tasted of blood—Cob’s blood.
“Oh, go on—it’s just
bread! You may be condemned in days to come, but until then you have to live.”
The guard turned away, muttering. “Ingratitude, that’s what it is—you do a man
a kindness who can do himself none, and what does he do but nearly puke it back
in your face. . . .”
“Wait!” Cob swallowed
the lump of dough. “It was a kind thought; what prompted it?”
The guard turned back
in the narrow hall outside the cell. What little light found them within the
stone walls was at his back. His face was unreadable. “You could have let them
have us, back on that first night. Instead, you took me by the hand and plucked
me from the crowd, me and my mates. I shan’t forget. I was in London, and saw
things there—“
“Thank you.” Cob held
up the remains of the loaf. “Thank you. I was hungrier than I knew.”
“I have to lock up
again,” the guard said. “That crash—“
“They’ll check,” Cob
said.
“Aye—no more easy days
for a while, until—“ He stopped talking in mid-phrase and reddened.
“Until I’m gone, you
mean.”
“There’s a vast army
here, Master Grindcob. I don’t think you were as wrong as the king does,
between you and me. If I’d been of another trade than soldiering, I might have
been with you. But it’s all one now, isn’t it?”
He shut the door, with
an effort to keep it quiet. Dawn amidst the king’s army demanded a certain
adherence to duty.
Cob gnawed the bread.
It had gone cold during the talk, but its sweetness was unchanged.
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33
“They won’t have anyone
knows how to hang us,” Cob argued. “We haven’t had a hanging here in I don’t
know how long.”
Thomas shook his head.
He seldom heard confession from condemned men. Cob was right in part—the
abbey’s court shied from hanging. It was unseemly for the church to shed blood,
and Saint Alban’s was small and self-contained. Few needed the gallows to make
them mend their ways. But—
“It won’t be your
neighbors to do it, son,” Thomas answered, as gently as he could say such a
thing. “The king’s brought many a man ready to turn you off, and Trysilian
already has you down for death. The juries are now at work on it.”
Cob snatched at any
straw for distraction. “Juries? Meaning what—how many has he made?”
“Three,” Thomas
answered. “He says he’ll have no
man say that you were unlawfully killed.” It pained him to tell Cob these
things, but his hopes in earthly help must be destroyed. “Your friend, Dickon,
helps him.”
Cob spat into the
rotting straw. “That for Dickon.”
Thomas understood how
Cob must feel—betrayed by the man with whom he had hoped to overturn all things.
But Cob must release all earthly attachment. What good to take hatred of Dickon
with him to the judgment seat?
“Will you go before God
with such anger in your heart?”
“I will go before God
with an open heart, one he can look into. I will not pretend for any man, nor
for God himself.” Cob’s words were defiant, but color drained from his face, as
if someone had opened a vein and taken out all the blood in him.
“Sit, my son. Be easy.”
Thomas took Cob’s arm.
Cob muttered an oath.
Thomas easily forgave the obscenity.
“You could let me go,”
Cob whispered. “I could escape—go to London—“
Thomas’s task was half
achieved when Cob admitted his fear of death.
“Shh.” Thomas eased Cob
to the straw-covered floor. “Sit.” With the town occupied by thousands of royal
troops, with the country alerted against the rebels, escape would only bring
death the quicker. Cob knew it as well as Thomas.
The rebel picked at the
straws on the floor, the action of a man recognizing the end of hope. Thomas
knew much about the end of expectancy. Like a woman who feels the child within
go still, Thomas had lost Cob years before, and long lived without the hope of
recovering him for Christ, had feared his almost-son lost to him and to God
forever. Now, providence had seen fit to deliver the grown man into his hands
again.
But there were other
pressures. The judge and the king—one and the same mind, though two bodies—were
strong for death. Father Abbot would argue for mercy where he could, but he had
no strength. The wheel of fortune had turned full circle now. The rebels were
ground under its sharp edge, the king and nobles triumphant atop the curve.
The boy-king could only
do, finally, what his role required. Nobles and king agreed: the rebellion must
be destroyed, the rebel leaders killed as soon as possible. The application of
force must be overwhelming, but legal. Law and precedent were for the status quo ante.
Cob sat amid the rotten
straw, staring up at him. Thomas still held his arm.
“God requires a good
confession, William.”
“God already knows
every thing I have done, every thought I have had—is it not so?”
“But do you?” Thomas had not done this often, but he
was wise to the trickery of the frightened soul. He had one of his own. “This
is not meant to be easy, son. Your life stands under judgment, and your answer
will be required soon.”
“When?”
It was a distraction
from the main task, but there had never been a time when Thomas could deny this
man. “John Ball has been captured. They are bringing him here for execution. It
will take a few days, I suppose.”
“What of Jack Straw?”
Cob’s face glowed with color and with passion again. The fear had vanished.
“No one knows.”
“He’ll not be found.”
Found or not found, it
did not matter. Already, Thomas heard rumors that there was no Jack Straw, that
he was just a name to conjure with, to frighten children. No matter that he had
seen him, along with thousands of others, and that he lived up to his name, a
scarecrow figure, tall and yellow in color. The next generation, or further,
might take heart from such a man’s existence. It would be important to cast
doubt into the minds of the commons. Doubt and fear would work their purposes,
and make future revolt less likely. Kill all the leaders, save those that
changed sides.
Cob turned away,
certain that Straw would never be taken. It was the only certainty left for
William Grindcob, save the certainty of coming death. All men died, and what
did the time matter? Yet Cob was not fitted for judgment, not yet. Thomas could
not let him go to the gallows unshriven, yet could not shrive him without
repentance.
“Cob—”
“What?”
“You must confess—”
“So my confession can
be used against others? I’ll not give you the satisfaction.”
Cob’s anger had
returned. Thomas knew better than to argue a man into sanctity. He stood,
preparing to leave. Perhaps the building of the gallows might change Cob’s
mind, or a day and night of solitude.
“It doesn’t matter what
the others think, now,” Thomas offered. “None know but you and I what’s said
between us.”
“Who else has been
arrested?” Cob asked. His voice was as sharp as a knife’s edge.
Thomas only knew some
of them. “Byker, Cadyndon, Barber, Eccleshall, Dene—”
“Not Dickon, then.”
“No,” Thomas said, “not
Dickon.”
“Nor Joan.” Cob’s voice
cracked.
“Nor Joan.”
Though it cost him a
great effort, Thomas turned and left Cob alone in the cell. Better that he
suffer a little now than greatly for ever after.
*
Dickon kept his
appointment with the judge, Trysilian. The trials were ended, the sentences passed.
Dickon was himself to pass a time incarcerated.
Incarceration would be
the better alternative to being torn limb from limb. Were he free during the
time of executions, the people might vent their anger on him. Dickon had known
it, and Trysilian had pointed it out.
The purpose of this
last meeting between judge and witness mystified Dickon. The deal had been
struck, the bargain agreed on both sides. Dickon was to remain within the abbey
walls for two years as penance for his part in the revolt.
Trysilian met him in
the abbot’s parlor. The judge sat perched on the abbot’s throne.
“While you perform your
obligation, Master Wallingford, I have three tasks for you to accomplish.”
Trysilian raised a long, slender index finger of his right hand. “One: repair
this floor. Your own hands shall do the task, and none other.”
Rough planks had been
laid over the ruin of the abbot’s floor. The mill stones were all gone now,
broken up and the pieces handed over to the people, impossible to recover.
Dickon nodded his
understanding. Penance required compensation, when possible.
“Two.” Trysilian raised
another finger. “Tell everything to the monk Thomas. Search your memory and
give him every detail. Spare no one. I shall receive a copy of what he learns
from you, and I shall know.”
Dickon nodded again.
Penance required confession.
“Three.” No fingers
showed now. Trysilian beckoned him closer. “The charter—the people still hold
the charter from the abbot. I would not have it become, like others, a cause
for the commons to rally in later days.
“The charter.”
Trysilian hissed in
fury. “Any decision I’ve made can be changed, sir. You will obey.”
But the charter had
vanished with the coming of the king. The abbey had copies, but the originals
disappeared like noontime mist. Dickon chose not to tell Trysilian the
difficulty.
“Do you understand
these terms?”
Dickon nodded, his mind
racing. Who knew where the new documents had gone? Who among the commons would
even talk to him?
“Master Wallingford,”
Trysilian said, “if you do not fulfill all three of these conditions, I shall
return to Saint Alban’s, and I promise that you will not enjoy my coming. You
have your two years for the first two tasks. You have a week for the third.”
Trysilian stared at
Dickon. His cold, reptilian eyes looked into him without pity, without
sympathy. No human feeling could come from those eyes, only relentless purpose.
Dickon turned to leave,
and stumbled on the uneven floor.
“Get out, Master
Wallingford,” Trysilian said. “Get out and do my bidding.”
It was unfair, but
Dickon obeyed without argument. He had gained nothing by betrayal but the
obligation to continue in treachery. Trysilian had used his fear to edge ever
deeper into the mesh of relationships that made up the rebellion.
He had no one to turn
to. Should he go to the commons for the charters, he might never escape.
Dickon found himself in
the nave. With all the king’s army and all the king’s men filling abbey and
town, the church itself was crowded with courtiers, guards, soldiers, clerks,
and hangers-on. He might have prayed, but the press of gawkers blocked the way
to the shrine. Everyone from a faraway place wanted to pray at Alban’s
reliquary, beg a favor from the saint they had come to rescue.
They all knew him as
one who had betrayed his friends. No matter that he had saved them a bloody
fight. Sir Walter atte Lee had found, to his dismay, how many armed men Saint
Alban’s could raise if need be. Dickon’s help had turned resistance to grudging
cooperation, and the king’s men ought to own their gratitude to him. They did
not. They reviled him as a traitor twice over—to his lord the abbot and to his
fellow rebels. When he appeared from the abbot’s parlor, a hush fell over those
into whose midst he was ejected. They shrank from contact with him.
Someone hawked and
spat. Mixed spit and snot sprayed him. He stiffened. Revulsion twisted his gut.
Someone else laughed, which was worse than spit. He pushed his way toward the
west door. By the time he traveled the forty or fifty feet, they drenched him.
Their laughter rocked the very stones of the ancient church. A pair of archers
held the doors open for him, bowed him through, and kicked him in the arse as
if they had rehearsed. Dickon flew from the steps face first into mud churned up
by thousands of feet.
The laughter echoed
around the yard and brought half a dozen monks running from all directions.
Among them was Thomas, the old man.
He alone had the
courage to lift Dickon from the muck and take him, fouled as he was, away from
the mocking crowd.
”What am I to do?”
Dickon complained after Thomas had cleaned him up and given him clothing—an
old, bedraggled monk’s robe. “They would never give up the charter to me. They
hate me.”
Dickon was right about
that. Thomas considered. He had taken the traitor from the muck and led him
down to the mill house, away from all the others. There, in the race, he’d gone
back for some dry clothing while Dickon washed himself in the lee of the water
wheel. When he returned, Dickon stood, naked and shivering, knee-deep in the
cold flume. Thomas had had to take him by the hand, pull him from the water,
and perform most of the work of dressing him again in the nearly worn-out habit
of a monk.
Dickon babbled and let
himself be dressed, as if he were a child. His limbs obeyed Thomas’s commands,
but listlessly.
“All my pains shall go
to nothing, Brother Thomas,” Dickon said. “No matter how I do, Trysilian wants
another corpse hanging from the gallows.” Tears slipped unregarded from his
eyes, but no sobs wracked his body. Perhaps it was from the shock of the cold
water. Thomas pitied the man. “He will have the charter, no matter that the
commons will not return them.”
“What do they say?”
Thomas asked. He had not heard this newest information.
“Trysilian wants all
memory of the rebel time erased. He thinks if he gets back the abbot’s charter,
the people will have nothing to rally them in the future.”
“Does he think they
will forget?”
“Who can know what that
man thinks?” Dickon complained. “He holds life and death in his hands. No one
can see past them.”
“Where is the charter?”
Dickon shrugged. The
new garb nearly fell from his shoulders. “I last saw it on display in the Moot
Hall. No one knows where it might be now—or no one will say, which is the same
thing.”
“Not even to save your
life?”
Dickon gave a bitter
laugh. “Especially not to save my life. I betrayed their darling Cob.”
A thought struck Thomas
like a hammer blow. Could both men be saved? They had begun together; they
could finish together. Cob could save Dickon’s skin, and Dickon Cob’s soul. He
wondered: was this how a matchmaker felt?
Thomas adjusted the
fall of the monk’s habit, tied the strings at the neck, and pulled the cowl up
over Dickon’s head.
“Put your head
down—look at the ground where your feet will step next.”
Dickon tilted his head,
and his face became invisible to any observer.
“Now, barely let your
feet rise above the ground, as if you are trying to walk without noise.”
Dickon looked up, a
question in his eyes.
“Head down,” Thomas
ordered. “Obey.”
Dickon shuffled a few
steps.
“Now, come with me.”
Thomas peered out from the mill house. No one was near. He stepped out into the
open. Up the hill, the abbey and its building loomed. He glanced back. Dickon
shuffled awkwardly a few paces behind. He didn’t look precisely monk-like, but
it would have to do. “Follow close behind.”
Thomas led the way up
the slope toward the gate house, where Cob was imprisoned.
Outside the door,
Richard Perers stopped them. “Where do you think you’re going?”
“To see the prisoner,”
Thomas answered. “What else would we be doing here?”
“Who’s this?” the
squire demanded, pointing at Dickon.
“You have your sword
again.” Thomas gestured to Perer’s left hip.
“Huh?” Perers shook his
head, as a dog will, to clear it. “Yes, the rebel bastard was quick enough to
give up its location when I mentioned his wife.”
Thomas had to hide his
wince. As much anger as he bore toward Joan, she didn’t deserve the attentions
of Perers.
“It looks good on you,”
Thomas fawned. “As if it belongs there.”
Perers simpered with
pride. “What do you want with the prisoner?”
“I am to urge from him
his confession, on orders from Sir Robert Trysilian.”
“Go on, then.” Perers
stood aside.
Thomas still hid his
feelings. He walked from sunlight into shadow with Dickon just behind him. A
trooper unbolted the door to Cob’s cell. The two men entered. Cob looked up
from a pile of straw the same color as his hair.
“Two of you, now.”
The door slammed shut
behind them. Thomas put a finger to his lips. Cob raised an eyebrow,
questioning, then shrugged.
Thomas turned toward
the muffled Dickon and threw back his concealing cowl.
“By Christ!” Cob
shouted. “You’ve got your nerve.”
“Sssh!”
“Why shush?” Cob
demanded. “What purpose in quieting me, when you bring this Judas into my
presence?”
Thomas stepped across
the intervening space and slapped Cob hard across the face. For a terrible
instant, he feared that the man would hit him back by sheer reflex, and it
nearly happened, but Cob was a thinker now. Before the reflex could take hold,
Thomas saw, his mind engaged the question. Cob used his already-upraised hand
to rub his jaw where he’d been struck.
“I’m sorry,” Thomas
said. His face flushed with embarrassment.
“It hurts,” Cob
answered. “You should be sorry. At least you have the good grace to be shamed.”
“I do.”
Cob let himself slide
down the wall to sit again on his pile of old straw. He stared up at Dickon.
“What do you want?” His voice was weary, the voice of a man who’d lost his wager
with fate.
Dickon seemed unable to
speak for himself. Thomas explained his dilemma.
“And what do you want
from me?” Cob said. “I once knew where the charter was, but by now, it will
have been moved. And why should I help this limp sausage of a man?”
Cob provided the
opening himself. Thomas pushed through it with as much force as he could
muster.
“You will be hanged
soon. If you help Dickon, the good deed will stand with you at the judgment
seat.”
Cob spat.
Thomas lifted his hand.
“What, will you slap me
into humility, Father Thomas? Beat me into salvation?”
“If I thought it would
work, yes, a thousand times,” Thomas answered. Fury fought with despair. Cob
was so stubborn, so sure of himself, even with death closing in on him. All of
the man’s life, Thomas had tried to hold him for God, for salvation, and he
spent all of his life refusing grace. And yet, Thomas could not turn his back
on Will Grindcob.
”No.” Thomas amended.
“I was wrong.” He swallowed his shame, a hard lump in his throat. “Do you remember
how we used to wander the past, you and I, explorers like Irish monks traveling
the sea of history?” Thomas, for the moment, was back in the sunstruck library,
an aging manuscript before him, teaching young Will Grindcob the careful,
intricate, slightly crabbed letters of the Saint Alban’s hand.
Cob nodded. “I
remember. King This did thus-and-so to Bishop That, and it all seemed silly
from the perspective of a half a thousand years. I must have cut two hundred
quills, I’m sure, before I produced one that satisfied you.”
“It was only
fifty-two,” Thomas said. “I kept track.”
Cob leaned back against
the stone of wall and splayed his feet in the straw. “We were heedless of the
future then. I look back and I see this thoughtless boy and an equally thoughtless
monk from so great a distance of time, and wonder how we came to this place.”
He lifted his hand to take in the cramped and stinking cell. “You might not
have taught me so well had you seen where your knowledge would end up.”
“How could I not teach
one so hungry for learning?”
Cob looked up at
Dickon. “I still know a thing or two. Bring me pen and ink and vellum from your
own scriptorium. I’ll write a charter for this merchant that the abbot himself
will swear he signed, with his own name upon it. And bring the abbey’s seal,
and the green wax we used on it. Dickon will have his saving charter, and go
free.”
“Can you reproduce it?”
Thomas asked. He himself would recognize the original, but doubted he could
make it anew.
“Reproduce it?” Cob
asked. “I wrote it over and over again for years before I needed the knowledge.
I remember every mark, every drop of ink on that piece of sheepskin. It’s worth
my life.” He grinned that grin, and Thomas loved him all over again. “And his,”
he said, pointing at sweating Dickon by the wall. “I can do it.”
”Guard!” Thomas made to
go in obedience to Cob’s will. The trooper opened the heavy door. This was what
Thomas had come for, a chance for Cob to make some restitution, a chance for
Dickon to live, but he stopped at the doorway and turned back.
“Leave him with me,”
Cob said.
“You’ll not harm him.”
“We have things to talk
over.”
“Dickon?” Thomas asked.
His eyes wide, the
merchant looked from Cob to Thomas. What choice did he have?
“I’ll be back shortly.”
He stepped smartly from
the cell. The door slammed shut behind him. Dickon had been so frightened to be
left there, but it was far and away the best place for him until matters were
settled. Out of sight, out of mind.
Thomas hurried to the
scriptorium. His obvious purpose kept others from stopping him. He was
gathering the things he needed—vellum, ink black and red, a handful of quills,
a writer’s knife, a blotting cloth, a stick of green wax and the abbey’s
seal—when a bottle of ink the color of the sky and a few small sheets of gold
leaf caught his eye. He placed them all in a sack just as Archdeacon Roger
appeared in the scriptorium. Thomas’s heart sank like a stone into water.
“Brother, what are you
doing?”
Had Roger seen the gold
leaf? Thomas wracked his brain for an excuse. He should have thought all this
through beforehand.
“Not your concern, is
it?” Thomas answered. He had learned something, it seemed, in the last weeks.
He closed his bag and left the scriptorium before Roger could say more. A
hurried glance over his shoulder showed the archdeacon watching him from the
doorway, but at least he wasn’t following.
Thomas picked his way
through the crowds of men camped everywhere on the abbey’s grounds. Only the
king’s troops would dare to occupy this green space among the abbey’s
buildings, and then only as an emergency measure. It kept the abbey safe from
the rebels’ retaliation, but it was a damnable nuisance. The soldiers lacked
employment in their trade, so they made entertainment as they could. One group
diced. Another traded tales as they cleaned and honed their weapons. Some
played a game of ball. Bawdy songs lifted where only the sacred should be
heard; one of the troops had a stunningly beautiful tenor that stopped Thomas
in his tracks, until he noticed the words. He blushed and walked on.
Dickon had not moved
from his place at the wall. At least he was untouched. Cob lazed on the straw.
Whatever had passed between the two who had once been allies had left no marks.
Thomas waited until the guard had locked him in and moved back out of hearing.
“Here are your
materials.” One by one, he took the things Cob would need from the sack. It was
as if he were young again, about to give his protégé a lesson. He cleared straw
away and placed the inks securely on the earth itself, so they might not tip
over.
Cob lifted a pen, eyed
it critically, and discarded it in favor of another. He held out his hand,
which puzzled Thomas for a moment before he realized that Cob wanted a pen
knife. The guards had taken anything which might be used as a weapon. Thomas
handed over his own.
Cob sliced the tip from
the goose quill with a single, economical motion. Thomas found himself
approving, as if he were still the teacher, Cob the student.
“Watch, now, Dickon,”
Cob said. “My words are about to save your life.”
Dickon made no reply.
He seemed to be in a kind of trance, as if any movement he made might upset the
arrangement that would ensure his continued existence.
“The trick,” Cob said,
writing, “is not to care too much.” The letters flowed onto the sheepskin like
ripples of wind across a lake, quick, light, and certain. Cob knew the very
words, as if by heart. He was not only a maker of letters, a scribe, but a
maker of ideas, as well. This latter talent brought him to his present state,
Thomas thought. Our best skills lead us to our ends.
Cob cared more than he
would admit. He wiped his eyes to prevent tears from spotting his work. The tip
of his tongue poked from the corner of his mouth. Tiny beads of sweat broke out
on his forehead, but his hand never strayed. Letters grew into words that
ranked themselves across the page with military precision. The capitals were
the knights and commanders, the miniscules the foot soldiers. Cob cared that it
be perfect, or as near so as a man could make.
Finally, he set it the
new charter aside. It lay atop the straw, and Thomas read without touching it,
to allow the ink to dry.
“To the sons of the
Universal Mother Church……”
Without an original for
comparison, Thomas thought it remarkably close to what had been written before.
“It is identical,
Thomas.” Cob wiped the sweat from his face and smiled up at him. “Word for
word, line for line, blot for blot. It lacks only the convent’s seal.”
Thomas took in the
signature on the bottom of the sheet. The abbot himself would swear he had
signed this document. Cob had dashed off the forgery without effort, merely by
desiring to.
“It’s rather good, I
think.” Cob selected another quill, cut it, and opened the bottle of blue ink.
“King Offa’s next,” he
said. “Somewhat more difficult, as the hand-writing is above five hundred years
old.”
So was the parchment it
had been written on, Thomas recalled. Age had made it brittle and dark. If
Prior John had any sense, he had let it fall to pieces on his flight north. At
least, if Cob made an error, there would be no evidence to prove it.
But the scribe’s hands
danced like a sorcerer’s. Before Thomas’s eyes, the old charter of King Offa,
from the seven hundred ninety-third year of our Lord, came to life. Cob had the
azure in the initial capital the very shade of a clear June sky. The smaller
letters grew as if Cob were become an old monk of Offa’s kingdom, Mercia,
before the time of the Norsemen. “To care, and not to care,” Cob muttered. He
became something other than himself while writing out the old guarantees of
freedom for those who had built the first abbey.
He finished the writing
and reached for the thin sheets of gold leaf. The stuff, brushed on, stuck to
the ink and flaked away from the parchment itself to litter the straw with
flecks of sunshine. Finished, Cob held out the document. “Let things set, then
we’ll dirty it up to match the one Prior John took with him.”
They waited, the three
men, while the ink dried. Thomas thought to thank Cob for helping Dickon, but
that was the merchant’s to do, and he stood silent. Cob had done that which
would see Dickon safely through the machinations of courtly justice. Dickon
would live.
And Cob, too, might
live, at least in spiritual terms. Nothing could stop his execution. He was as
doomed as Harold Bluefield had been. He was the leader, the man who had called
the old ways into question. Trysilian saw clearly enough that peace would never
return to Saint Alban’s unless Cob were removed. He would always question,
always prick tradition like a thorn. Tradition must destroy him.
And yet—Thomas studied
his protégé. There was a liveliness about him that few others had. He walked
with more energy, thought with more speed, than other men. He saw clearly, if
wrongly, into the nature of things. Thomas had taught him that unknowingly.
The ink had dried while
Thomas woolgathered. Cob cleared a small patch of ground next to the flint
wall, built a tiny pile of straw, and struck the pen knife against the flint. A
spark fell spot on to the tinder and caught. Cob heated the green wax and let a
series of drops fall at the foot of the charter. He pressed it with the seal of
the convent and held it up to cool.
The small fire burned
out. Cob dusted its ashes across the parchments, smudged them here and there,
rubbed in a bit of sweat, and laid them down before Thomas.
The monk bent forward
and gathered up the two forgeries, stuffed them into his habit.
“Dickon,” he ordered,
“take the tools.”
Wallingford obeyed. He
moved as if made of clay, without apparent feeling.
Thomas stood. Cob
remained on the straw, surrounded by flecks of gold.
“I’ll come back,”
Thomas said.
“I’ll be here.” Cob
grinned, but behind the smile, fear threatened to break free.
He was so much closer now
to the hour of his death. Thomas, burdened by the documents, knelt awkwardly,
untied his rosary and pressed it into Cob’s unresisting hands.
“Pray constantly, my
son.”
“That’s what you said
to Bluefield,” Cob said.
“Do it anyway.” Thomas
closed Cob’s hands over the beads. “I shall return.”
But he didn’t. When
next he tried to gain entry, Richard Perers barred his way with drawn sword.
“Orders,” Perers said,
as if that explained cruelty.
“I go to give him
shrift.”
“Short shrift it must
be, for you may not see him, nor may any man.”
Perers would not be
moved. Thomas went to Trysilian himself, and was refused entry. He went to the
abbot, who shook his head. “There is nothing I can do.”
The gallows were built.
The trials were finished. The king was anxious to be off hunting. He had had
enough of serious work; after all, he was only fourteen.
The whole town turned
out to Romeland for John Ball’s hanging. Cob listened, unable to see. None came
near his window. He was quite cut off. Neither Henry, nor Joan, nor Thomas came
to see him.
Romeland filled with
people. They sounded as they did for any gathering, and he heard too the rattle
and clank of armed men near to Cob’s window. Someone—Joan?—shouted his name in
the distance, then grunted in pain and fell silent. In her silence, Cob
listened to the crowd. Food sellers hawked pies and sausages. It was like a
fair, a Wednesday market. People wanted to go back to the familiar. He didn’t
blame them.
The rosary gave him
some comfort, something to do with his hands, to occupy him while waiting. Pray
for us sinners now and at the hour of our death. Waiting was harder, he
thought, than the dying would be. Then he grinned at himself for a fool. He
would know soon enough which was worse. Stupid to compare the two when he had
only felt the one.
The crowd hushed their
noises. Marching men trod past the gate house and out into the open. John
Ball’s turn. Cob hoped the hedge-priest would die well.
If Ball said anything
at the end, Cob did not hear, could not see. Trysilian himself read out the
sentence. The people said nothing, did nothing.
The trap dropped. The
rope sang. The people groaned. Ball made no sound that reached Cob, until he
was taken down and cut open. Then, a great shuddering breath and a final scream
shook Cob even at a distance. The disembowelment killed the priest.
It was almost a mercy.
Soon, the crowd made
noises again. The stench of Ball’s entrails drifted into the cell. The sellers
of meat pies took up their cries. Children played a game of tag. Under it all,
the people murmured in helpless surrender.
Cob waited, his fingers
playing on the beads.
THE
END
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